Monday, July 31, 2006

I dreamed about Zeinab last night...miss her...wonder how she is doing...

quote for today:

He who attaineth to My love hath title to a throne of gold, to sit thereon in honour over all the world; he who is deprived thereof, though he sit upon the dust, that dust would seek refuge with God, the Lord of all Religions.
(Baha'u'llah: The Kitab-i-Aqdas, Page: 32)

Sunday, July 30, 2006

...the sign of love...

I am back to green template! It feels more suitable for my world view right now. As to the title, I've been reflecting a lot lately about what real love is, and I keep coming back to this quote, "The sign of love is fortitude under My decree and patience under My trials." (Baha'u'llah: Arabic Hidden Words, Page: 48) which embraces all my questions and creates more and more of them every day.

Picture above - last summer gardening in Bahji with Nadia. I miss Bahji:)

Friday, July 28, 2006

I am missing being outside so much:) Tanya gave me some pictures she took last month on different occasions. These two cute Arab kids were trying to say something to me, but i couldn't understand a word:) Just like the little boy, my new friend who lives in our building, constantly wants to talk but all i can say in response is "beseder...beseder...toda..."
I was holding on to this fishing rod while fishermen were having some drink just few meters behind me.
Today we are having a little anniversary of 20 months of knowing each other. I don't know how this picture was taken, i tried to rotate it but this way seems to be the best.
I like this picture becouse my skin is the sunset colour. I am yellow anyway, but on this picture I am so orange:) I was looking at the sunset which was beautiful and the picture of which is right below.

the fishing equipment started making sounds and fishermen hastened to see if they got anything there. the little kid with them was hard to determine whether it was a boy or a girl. you know, some girls and boys are just beautiful and have long curly hair and big eyes, they look like little angels.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Good morning


Gardeners weren't working for two weeks since the war started. They are back to work this morning! yey!
Seeing them on Arc made my day:)

Quote for today:

Now if the lover could have looked ahead, he would have blessed the watchman at the start, and prayed on his behalf, and he would have seen that tyranny as justice; but since the end was veiled to him, he moaned and made his plaint in the beginning. Yet those who journey in the garden land of knowledge, because they see the end in the beginning, see peace in war and friendliness in anger.

(Baha'u'llah: Seven Valleys and Four Valleys, Page: 15)

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Some activities of past weeks

I happened to help Mutale to decorate this yummy cake for Sieni's baby shower. We had a lot fo fun doing this.
I played ping pong one night wearing skirt, oh, man, that was so uncomphortable:) But we had a good workout. Omid is posing on the background...Sorry for not being very coherent... This is a process of decorating a cake mentioned above. I must say that my biggest excitement was about wearing this beautiful white apron that Mutale made herself long time ago:):)

Friday, July 21, 2006

God grant...


God grant that the light of unity may envelop the whole earth, and that the seal, "the Kingdom is God's", may be stamped upon the brow of all its peoples. (Baha'u'llah: Gleanings, Page: 11)


It is incumbent upon all the peoples of the world to reconcile their differences,
and, with perfect unity and peace, abide beneath the shadow of the Tree of His care and loving-kindness. Beseech ye the one true God to grant that all men may be graciously assisted to fulfill that which is acceptable in Our sight.
(Baha'u'llah, Gleanings from the Writings of Baha'u'llah, p. 6)

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Some inspiration on "patience"

O SON OF MAN! For everything there is a sign. The sign of love is fortitude under My decree and patience under My trials. (Baha'u'llah: Arabic Hidden Words, Page: 48)

God, verily, loveth those women and men who show forth patience. (Baha'u'llah: The Kitab-i-Aqdas, Page: 43)

He will, certainly, repay all them that endure with patience and put their confidence in Him. (Baha'u'llah: Gleanings, Page: 239)

Monday, July 17, 2006

Success

I finally was able to convince my parents this morning after five days of negotiations that I and Amir shouldn't come home because of what is happening in the Middle East right now. It was hard. And I don't blame them. When panic penetrates mind and body it is really hard to get the message through. It required a lot of love and patience. They are terrified by the news they recieve every day on TV. I hope the whole thing won't last very long. I asked my father to pray for us (he is not a Baha'i, nor is my mom) and he was so cute saying he doesn't know any Baha'i prayers. He was happy when I said that the Muslim one he knows in Arabic would do:) Phew!!!!

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Weekend

It was a very interesting weekend. We had some people over on Thursday night. We said some prayers and then, assured of Divine protection, proceeded with our program for the night -dinner, movies, games. Some friends stayed over, it felt like home - they slept on the floor in the living room:) Next day i went to Bahji and happened to be in the same sherut with a family of pilgrims from Turkey, Canan's brother, his wife and two children, one of whose spent part of our way to Bahji on my lap. She is adorable:) Her name is Elaida and she is 11 months old. SHe played with my hair, i talked to her and we watch the moving streets through the window of sherut together.

Next day we had a BBQ lunch with the same family again at the home of one of our friends. Actualy it was supposed to be an outing at the Dor beach, but we had to cancel our trip. Elaida was there again and I enjoyed her company so much!
Everyone was in love with this girl, and she felt so confortable being held by different people all the time.
With Elaida and Ulviyya.
Zubeideh, Elaida's aunt, used to serve here one year ago and now came for two months to help with some projects at the World Centre. Shahram entertained us with his drumming, he is so good at it:)

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Some pictures from Quddus

Quddus has taken some pictures of us. I remember this one he was insisting on Amir hugging me and actually look like a couple:):) That's why we are laughing:) Jamal is playing guitar and not even realizing he is in the picture too.
I didn't see what Amir was doing and it looks like he is not very happy with me after being married for 3 months:) On the contrary I look very happy and content:) It is now clear that he is a very good husband and i think i could try harder to be a beter wife:):)
Sometimes when i take my guitar (which happens not very often) and start playing, Amir breaks into singing and makes me laugh:) He is such a good actor, showing all his emotions and even having a "mic".
This was when Amir had a day off and walked with me to the Arc in the morning. I see Quddus working on Ark quite often but he never offers to take a picture of me. This time i suppose he was impressed by my beautiful pink hat or was it becouse of the rare fact of us walking together at such hour and at such place:) (Amir works in Bahji and leaves for work early in the morning every day, such occasions like this one when we actually together in the morning are very special to me:)) By the way that very day someone in the Office had put a sticky note on my hat saying "the biggest hat in the world":) I even know who...

News from our side of the world

I guess many of you are already following what is happening now just a few kilometers away from Haifa... In case you haven't had a chance to read about it yet, I am posting some news from BBC web side. Surprisingly I am quite calm about it, it is a big improvement considering that when I just arrived here I was refusing to ride buses and trains due to my panic fear of bombings. Now I take it as another contraction in a labor of the New World Order. Another pain that needs to be lived through...


Smoke rising over Beirut airport
Beirut airport is Lebanon's only international airport
Israel has attacked Beirut airport and launched raids across southern Lebanon killing 27 people, in a major offensive after two of its soldiers were seized.

Israeli strikes also hit a TV station run by the militant group Hezbollah, which captured the soldiers on Tuesday and has demanded a prisoner exchange.

The Israeli military said it had imposed a naval blockade on Lebanon.

The offensive came as Israel continued a separate offensive in the Gaza Strip over another captured soldier.

Israeli jets attacked the Palestinian foreign ministry building in Gaza City.

At least 10 people were reported injured in the attack, which was said to have badly damaged the building.

'Act of war'

The operation follows the capture of Israeli soldier, Cpl Gilad Shalit, by Palestinian militants two weeks ago.

The offensive in Lebanon follows a day of heavy fighting in which the Israelis suffered their worst losses on the border for several years. Eight Israeli soldiers were killed and two wounded.

Israel has said it holds Lebanon responsible for the soldiers' capture and views it as an "act of war".

Map

Three rockets hit runways at Beirut airport, the country's only international airport, early on Thursday.

The airport, which is located in the Lebanese capital's Hezbollah-controlled southern suburbs, was closed and flights diverted.

The Israeli military confirmed that its aircraft had struck the facility.

"The airport is used as a central hub for the transfer of weapons and supplies to the Hezbollah terrorist organisation," an Israeli army spokesman said.

There were no immediate reports of casualties at the airport.

A military spokesman said Israel had imposed a sea blockade on Lebanon. The country shares a land border with Syria.

Ten of the dead in the overnight air raids were children.

Israel said its jets also hit 40 Hezbollah targets.

At least 10 members of one family were reported killed in Dweir village.

Hezbollah guerrillas responded by firing volleys of rockets at the northern Israeli coastal town of Nahariya.

A 40-year-old woman was killed when her home was struck by a rocket, medics said. The Israeli military confirmed the death.

Israeli PM Ehud Olmert said the soldiers' capture was an "act of war", but Hezbollah leader Hassan Nasrallah insisted the two would only be returned via talks.

Mr Olmert said he held Beirut responsible, but Lebanese Prime Minister Fuad Siniora denied any knowledge of the Hezbollah operation and refused to take responsibility for the soldiers' capture. Before targeting the airport, Israel launched night air strikes on bridges and roads in southern Lebanon. Many bridges were destroyed.

The BBC's Kim Ghattas in Beirut says it is the first time in a decade that Beirut airport had been hit by Israeli fire.

The airport, rebuilt after the civil war, is a symbol of national pride for the people of Lebanon, our correspondent adds

Tatjana

Tatjana has gone home last night. We were in the same orientation. She was one of first people I've met in the Holy Land. She is on the very left on this picture. Hard to believe that we are going soon too:) We better get ready spiritualy, emotionaly and physicaly:) She said she would come visit us in Kazakhstan. I really really wish to see her again and spend some time with her. Wonderful, pure soul, wish you the very best in your next fase of life! So excited for you! Love you!

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Be ever hopeful...


When you see a tree growing and developing, be hopeful of its outcome. It will blossom and bear fruit eventually. If you see dry wood or old trees, there is no hope whatever of fruitage. (`Abdu'l-Baha: Promulgation of Universal Peace*, Page: 111)

Be thou ever hopeful, for the bounties of God never cease to flow upon man. If viewed from one perspective they seem to decrease, but from another they are full and complete. Man is under all conditions immersed in a sea of God's blessings. Therefore, be thou not hopeless under any circumstances, but rather be firm in thy hope. (`Abdu'l-Baha: Selections ... `Abdu'l-Baha, Page: 205)

You should, however, take courage and resign to the will of God when you see what the Greatest Holy Leaf had to face during her life. All you may suffer is nothing compared to what she had to endure; and yet how joyous and hopeful she used always to be! This is the way of the world. The greatest among us seems to be the one who has suffered most and withstood best the battles of life. (Shoghi Effendi: Bahiyyih Khanum, Page: 87)

Monday, July 10, 2006

Tender age



Orientation dinner

Taking a ride in a decoration carriage
Delicious food! yumm....
Conversation after the dinner, Liah is such a talkative child:)
Picture in the middle of the street
Group picture. It was a farewel dinner for Tanya and Meetun family. They are leaving this summer. Thank you Ramraj for pictures:)

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Visiting Radostina again

Brunch at Radostina and Shadman's home yesterday. I am wearing a shirt that my brother-in-law gave me:):)

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

The Art of True Love

Someone sent this to me recently. I was inspired to share it with you. Enjoy!

EVERY relationship has a cycle.
In the beginning, you fell in love withyour spouse.
You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and likedtheir idiosyncrasies.
Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard.
In fact, it was acompletely natural and spontaneous experience.
You didn't have to DO anything.
That's why it's called "falling" in love... because it'shappening TO YOU.
People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet."
Think about theimagery of that expression.
It implies that you were just standingthere; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened TO YOU.
Falling in love is easy.
It's a passive and spontaneous experience.
But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria of love fades.
It's thenatural cycle of EVERY relationship.
Slowly but surely, phone callsbecome a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (whenit happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute,drive you nuts.
The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference betweenthe initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angrysubsequent stage.
At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, "Did I marrythe right person?"
And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria ofthe love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else.
This is when marriages breakdown.
People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.
Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes.
Infidelity is the most obvious.
But sometimes people turn to work, church, a hobby, afriendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.
But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage.
It lies within it.
I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else.
You could.
And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better.
But you'd be in the same situation a few years later.
Because (listen carefully to this): THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'SLEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.
SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience.
It'll NEVER just happen to you.
You can't "find" LASTING love.
You have to "make" it day in and day out.
That's why we have the expression "the labor of love."
Because it takes time, effort, and energy.
And most importantly, it takes WISDOM.
You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.
Make no mistake about it.
Love is NOT a mystery.
There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.
Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), thereare also laws for relationships.
Just as the right diet and exerciseprogram makes you physically stronger, certain habits in yourrelationship WILL make your marriage stronger.
It's a direct cause and effect.
If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable...you can "make" love.
Love in marriage is indeed a "decision"... not just a feeling

Sunday, July 02, 2006